Unknown Admirer

 তোমার কাছাকাছি , পাশাপাশি অনেকদিনই তো বসেছি, অনেক প্রয়োজনের, অপ্রয়োজনের কথা হয়েছে, মাঝেমধ্যে তোমার দু-একটি কাজে কষ্ট পেয়েছি; হয়তো আমার অগোচরে আমিও তোমাকে কষ্ট দিয়েছি।  কিন্তু পরস্পরকে আমরা কতোটা চিনতে পেরেছি, বা প্রকাশ করতে পেরেছি? আমি কিন্তু সত্যিই বাকপটু নই একটুও। নীরব ভাষায় যতোটা নিজেকে প্রকাশ করতে পারি, তারো চেয়ে অনেক কম পারি ভাষা-ব্যবহারে। গভীর গোপন কোনো কথা কি ভাষায় ব্যক্ত করা সম্ভব? আমার ধারণায় নেই, তোমার আছে? তোমাকে নিয়ে আমার খুব ভয়। ভয় এই কারণে যে, পাছে তুমি আমায় ভুল বুঝে না বসো; তা-হলে আমার বড় ক্ষতি হয়ে যাবে। ভয় এই কারণে যে, আমার কোনো কথায়, কোনো ব্যবহারে তুমি আঘাত পাও, তা আমি চাই না। তোমাকে ভয় এই কারণেও যে, তোমাকে আজো আমি পুরোপুরি বুঝে উঠতে পারলাম না; তুমি রহস্যময়।  তবে তুমি মোটামুটি খোলামেলা এবং দিবালোকের মতো পরিষ্কার। তবুও ভয়... তোমার সর্বাঙ্গীণ মঙ্গলই আমার কাম্য : আমি চাই মানুষ হিসেবে তুমি শক্তভূমিতে দৃঢ় পায়ে অন্য সবার মাথার উপর, অনেক উপরে উঁচু হয়ে দাঁড়াও এবং সর্বোপরি ভালো থাকো। তোমাকে আমি সুখী দেখতে চাই, দেহ-মনে সুস্থ, প্রাণোচ্ছল, হাশিখুশি।

 I have been trying to find the words to express how I feel about you for a long time, but I never knew how. But now, I know that I have to tell you how I feel.  You have been an amazing presence in my life and I truly appreciate all the moments we have shared. I hope you know how I feel about you.  I cannot deny the strong feelings I have for you. I want you to know that I find you incredibly attractive and I admire the way you carry yourself, your kindness, and your intelligence. I notice how you light up the room with your presence and how you always seem to make everyone around you happy. You make me feel like I'm on cloud nine when I'm around you. I think about you all the time and I dream of us being together. I can only hope that my feelings are reciprocated.

 I have fallen so deeply in love with you that I can barely find the words to express my feelings. From the moment we first met, I noticed something special about you that made my heart skip a beat. Every time we are together I feel a love like I have never felt before – a love that is pure, honest, and passionate.  I want to live with you until the end of my life. I want to spend every moment of my days with you and make lasting memories together. I want to be the person you turn to when you are looking for comfort and understanding, and I want to be the one you rely on to be by your side when times are tough.  I love you, deeply and unconditionally, and I want nothing more than to be with you always.

 I have something important to tell you. I have been thinking about this for a long time, and I just couldn't keep it inside anymore. I have fallen in love with you. Your smile, your laughter, your kindness, and everything about you just captivates me. I feel so lucky to have you in my life and I never want to let you go. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to wake up every morning next to you and fall asleep every night in your arms. I want to experience all the joys and challenges of life together, as partners and as best friends. I know that we've only known each other for a short time, but to me it feels like we've been together forever. I believe that when you know, you just know. And I know in my heart that you are the one for me. So, I want to ask you something. Will you be my partner for life? Will you take this journey with me and make all of my dreams come true?

 Dear... I'm not sure if you'll ever read this, but I just had to get my feelings out. Today, I saw you, and something happened. I could feel my heart skip a beat, my hands began to shake, and I couldn't look away. I don't know what came over me, but I think I fell for you. Your beautiful smile and kind eyes captivated me. Your presence made me feel like I was standing on air, and I was lost in a state of pure bliss. I felt like I had known you my entire life, and I couldn't help but be drawn to you. I don't know if you feel the same way, but I just wanted to tell you how I felt. I hope I didn't make you feel uncomfortable, and I just wanted to let you know that I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to. Take care, Secret Admirer. ❤🌹🌹 .